Does this dream end? Or does it just continue out into space to wander endlessly? And should I hold on for the ride?
I used to think I was a good person, this last year has given me pause for thought. I think I’m a good person, but I wonder as I number all of my imperfections do I have as many positive attributes and why do I not number those in my head first? I try to good by the world, but I do spend a lot of time in fear and I think that takes me away from those I love most and gives me less freedom to do what I love most, whatever that may be.
What is it? What is it that makes me tick?
As I get ready for the girls to go back to school and look ahead at free time to pursue my art, I wonder What it is that will fill that time? What does that look like and how do I help contribute to my families’ well being? Will that be textile art, poetry, painting, spiritual practice? A combination of all of the above and do I have a way to make the time for it all? Is that possible? Are there other ways of expressing my creativity that include my children more?
What is clear is that I never run out of questions and I’ll put that in the positive attributes column!